The
blood from the cuts along Maggie's arms and back soaked into the
clean white robe. She ascended the steps, through the smoky air of
the temple. Howls and drums and screams and chants and laughter made
music in the dark, twisting tunnels that branched off of the hidden
chamber.
Crow
looked down at her from the altar.
Maggie's
eyes were cold and fierce, then suddenly sharp and playful. Crow saw
the candlelight reflect silver in the blood dripping on the steps.
"You
have faerie blood in you," Crow said with mild surprise.
"You're
not accusing me of being a vampire are you?" Maggie asked with a
smirk.
Crow's
look became serious. "The bell is sounding One, I can hear it.
It's time. To begin again."
Maggie
nodded. Her voice dropped to a whisper. "I've done this before."
Crow
looked at her with sadness. Maggie wondered what Crow knew about her,
and what secrets Crow knew about Max... But that would only lead her
to doubt and worry. Turn the stone of the stairs to sand.
Crow
spoke. "And likely you will come here again, though it will look
and smell and taste different. And hurt the same."
Maggie
remembered the time this place was that weird sci-fi womb in the
Professor's Study. It had felt like forever when she was inside, and
now it felt like forever since she had escaped. The Professor had had
coffee waiting for her.
"Each
time," she said to Crow, "I've gotten a gift."
Crow
nodded. Maggie couldn't easily make out Crow's features in the
shifting light of the temple. A young woman. Hair blond then dark.
Then older, with long blond curls spilling down her shoulders and
back. Then younger again, dark hair short. Eyes playful then wise,
innocent then cynical. Sometimes Maggie could see her wings, other
times it looked as if fire raged around her. Maggie remembered the
wings that once sprouted from her back, or that would one day, that
had or would, white or soaked red with blood.
The
gift that Crow gave her was one she already knew, had used for years, had
lost and found a dozen times in a hundred worlds. But Maggie
understood that this place, here and now, was where she first got it.
That this was when it was first given to her. And so she recognized
it, and welcomed its return like an old, trusted friend, even as her
eyes widened in surprise, seeing it newly, for the first time,
discovering it, having won it finally. Knowing she would lose it
again and find it again. Knowing now where and when it came from,
here at this beginning. Here in Death, here in haunted solitude.
From
one of his messengers, one of his lessons to her, another gift and a
curse too - did Crow belong to him or he to Crow? She imagined
finding him again one day and having that answer for him. But she
could never do that to him.
Maggie
took a breath. The smoke in the air stung her open wounds. Each
trickle of blood felt like an ocean. And she knew that they would
heal and be never more.
She
wondered if Crow had somehow been here each time before. It was easy
for Maggie to hate her, for what she knew, for what she had done.
Maggie didn't like easy so much. So she had started trying to learn
how to forgive Crow and to love her. Maybe that's why she was here
again, or maybe this needed to happen. Maybe Crow was making it
easier, maybe harder.
Maggie
took a breath. She remembered Max warning her about avoiding certain
frequencies of thought - only Max would call them that - warning her
that they were where the transmissions from the Lab lived. That you
could get trapped there. Maggie wondered again what exactly Crow knew
about -
She
took a breath. All that in the moment that Crow handed her the gift.
And it started to shine. Absorbing the candlelight. Becoming bright.
And
Maggie's robe was white, her wounds were healed. Her wings spread.
Her memories and thoughts were still.
She
took hold of her katana.
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